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April 14, 2010
April 14, 2010
Ahhhh . After 1 week of holiday , i finally feel like updating my blog . Well , i have updated but also at the same time deleted the entry . haha . but yeah , nothing special .
Dont you guys thing life is quite contradicting ?
People tend to tell you "you need to have expectation in life" , but the higher the expectation you have , you tend to fall harder or hurt yourselves more .
For me . i take note of tiny details most of the time , i try to show love and passion most of the time , i tend to pop a txt to my partner saying i miss her or i love her . thats just me , my way of showing she is important and i have her in my mind all the time .
i know missing and loving someone does not have to be express out in words , but wont it feel warm to hear your partner say "i miss you babe" or "love you babe" ? haha .
at the same time , it makes me feel safer .
i have to be honest . i am not a person who is full of self esteem and confidence . due to past events .
Some people might find that saying those things might be unnecessary because missing and loving is in the heart , words wont represent much .
I wont disagree to it . lol . like i say . different people behaves differently , after all , we all have our own stand in life .
Somehow , as i come to realise , from different people and different couple that i know , ones behavior can affect their partner , for example , if your partner is passionate , you will change to be passionate . and vise versa .
everytime i think of vise versa , always make me think of versace . LMAO .
Isn't life contradicting ? lol .
On the street , you always see,
1. A handsome guy and a ugly girl,
2. A pretty girl with a ugly guy,
3. If they are both ugly , then one must be rich
4. One who doesn't care, and one who care.
lol . Thats why positive and negative attracts .
I personally think that i have grown up a lot thru out the year , things have change and we all need to grow up . I use to dwell over something for a long time expect this and that .
As we grow up , things becoming more complicated and at the same time , it is also simplified . lol .
Contradicting again , i know . lol .
right now , in life for me .
on my left hand , i have the hours in a day
on my right hand , i have the things i have to do in a day
as i stare in my right hand , i realise that the pile on my right hand is infinitely larger the the pile on my left hand .
time is what we all don't have ,
and can't afford to waste .
no time to dwell over things for a long time like before,
no time for high expectation .
what i want to do now ,
is try to get as much things on my right hand done as the time on my left hand decrease .
at the same time ,
living life and showing passion to my love ones .
haha . wow . long .
ok ... Chris out .
Until next time !
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