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September 06, 2009
September 06, 2009
Poor blog , left in the cold for such a long time . But do not worry ! i am here to keep you accompany :D
A week since Holiday or should i call it STUDY BREAK have pass and i have not started studying . Apart from working the last 3 days , i spend most of my time actually sleeping . Well , at least i did some work out . Trying to lose some weight that i have gain here !
But .... it seems impossible , the longer the holiday , the more people eat . LMAO .
Today was a boring day , both at work and now . Facebook is getting so boring now . Sometimes , i can sit in front of the computer screen doing nothing . As bored as it is .
Today , i finally came to realize , some people don't think before they act . For all because they are so well protected in their warm and happy family and never left out to face the world , they still do not know the how cruel the world is outside .
I won't mention any names , However , i would like to mention this incident that happen to me today .
This relative of mind ask me if i want to go gym . stating that is $20/week .
When i mention that it is expensive , well , comparing to the University gym that is $140/year and $20/week .
He start to go on about crap and stuff . I can't believe how simple people think nowadays . I am not those guy that think a step at a time , i always prepare for the worst .
so the 1st thing that come to my mind , is $20/week . What if at some point of the contract . i cant afford paying the $20 . name will be referred to debt collection and be stuck for 5 years ? i mean come on .
My thinking = $20/week = $80/month
His thinking = $20/week = $3/day
I mean there are so many factor to consider . this lead me to believe he is so DAMN NAIVE . but yeah . cant be bother .
I am a person who thinks of the worst more then the good as life is cruel . you hardly have any good stuff happening .
I guess , that would explain my insecurity in everything . example: Love , Life , Work and etc .
I use to be naive , i mean growing up in a wealthy family being well protected , when you 1st come out to face the world , you expect everything to go your way until you realize ...... its never what you expect it to be .
Love , i mean i trust my partner very much . Every single bit of me and of course i will make sure she feels secure and safe when i am not around by her side . From time to time , i will Pop a text saying i miss her or i love her and stuff .
I dont expect that from my partner , even i know and i trust her very much . there is a insecure part of me screaming she would do that . But you cant blame me on that , i mean i use to be really confident , but yeah . i ended up in dust .
Haha . oh well , enough bitching . i would say , thats it for now . until i find more naive people ! adios !!!!!!
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