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May 13, 2009
May 13, 2009
Sigh .......
I am still not over it .
It keeps repeating itself over and over again in my mind .
I can't stop thinking or get over it .
Sigh .......
It will take awhile .
Or
Never .
*Sorry*
I am truly deeply really Sorry !
I promise myself , not to joke again . Be serious from now . Starting this minute
I have promise that i will take good care of you , and will not make you drop even a single drop of tears . But time and time again . i FAIL again !
Every time i think of it ...... it hurts so bad .
Every time i think of it ...... i feel so useless .
Every time i think of it ...... i feel helpless .
Every time i think of it ...... i can't help it but let tears drop .
Because i hurt you again , even when i did not mean to . my jokes . it always start with my stupid jokes . and it happens again and again .
Sigh .
This is so Haunting me .
You are the love of my life . and time after time , i let your tears drop .
Sigh .
I am such a horrible and worthless boyfriend !!!!!!!!!!!!
you said you forgive me .
BUT
I can't forgive myself .
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