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December 28, 2008
December 28, 2008
wow . Its 4 am .
Woke up to go toilet and am unable to get back to sleep . Unlike new zealand that i can jump onto my computer and play some games , i got nothing like that at home in cambo . Well , a super old computer which is useless . Bro and sis sleeping . So i cant turn on da tv . Blogspot then appear in my mind . Hee .
With nothing to do and a blank mind . I dont know what to write .
A few more days before going back to new zealand , funny thing is i am the only one going back and the others are coming back for holiday . Summer school ! Might be fun .
Eldest would be coming back to cambo either on the 17 or 23 of Jan , second would be going back to Nz on the 31 of Jan and she is stil on stand by , if she dont get a place then even later . Which mean i wil be home alone . Wow . Bad news is my friends that stay near me has all gone back to their country for good , al my cousins are back in cambo , well , apart from that family which i am speechless towards . So .... Alone at home . Bleah . Oh well .
I am a person that have doubt in everything i do . Lets say if i walk into a exam room , i would probably have 75% confident and 25% doubt . Recently ...... I have no confident at all . Bleah . Dont know . If i am a metal bar , i would say i am at the point of breaking . Oh well .
After writtin so much . Am stil not sleepy . Bleah . Still having little fever and feeling unwell . Going to take panadol and try get back to sleep .
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