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December 29, 2008
December 29, 2008
Today .....
My mobile can go online with ebuddy . WOW !!!!! I am surprise .
Had discussion to do 3 or 4 papers next semester with baby . Turn into a bad discussion . Hmm .
If i do 3 papers .
All i am thinkin about is i can spend more time with you . I can like join you in your lecture and stuff . You know . I consider quite a lot of factors . The only time we have together is after lecture then we wil probably be in IC0 studying again . But with all the papers you do . Compulsory tutorial and workshop . Hard to have time to do anything . Saturday and sunday definitely no .
If i do 3 , we might have some time to go for a walk , movie or maybe cup of bubble tea or coffee .
I am not dragging my time in uni . We plan before in IC2 remember ? 3 papers and i wil stil graduate same year as you .
If you want me just study and not haf any time for you . I admit i cant do it . I am not those kind of total geek that put studies before the girl i love , not jus love , but you know , you are more then that to me . So .... No ! Thats not me .
I dont want our everyday to be just "hows your lecture ?" "hows work ?" then back to silent and look back down at course book . I told you that and you went "ok ok , i get it"
Then You go "up to u , u decide how many papers you want to do . 3, 4, or 5." i really feel like *sigh*
I dunno wad i am doing is right anymore . Maybe its jus my own thinking . Maybe i mind to much . Consider too much . There is a pharse in chinese "when a boat arrive at the harbour it wil be straight" maybe i should learn it .
Then u ask me if i am unhappy with you . I am not . I dont even know what i am feeling right now .
Ok . I am watching comedy infront of tv . Typing this blog and a tears just drop . Going to stop writting .
But i decided to do for 4 papers now anyway .
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