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November 09, 2008
November 09, 2008
Sunday !
Woke up at 630 .... then can't get back to sleep .
I sat down on my chair ..... then suddenly i went into a state of self actualization .
1. I think that most of the time i get too serious over everything in life .
Serious would be nice , but most of the time , i am too serious .
2. I don't have much confidence , but can you blame me for that ? i have been really confidence at certain point of life . till i lose things that i tot i won't . Sometimes in life , confidence is such a mistake .
3. I over worry too much . Most of the time , things that should not be worried about . BUT if you think about it , when you went thru 3 relationship that give you such "NICE" memory , can you not worry ? can you not protect yourself ?
Well , i guess confidence and worrying comes with sense of security . and sense of security comes with seriousness towards it . They are all connected isn't it ?
So .... after 15 minutes ..... of sitting down and self actualization .
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Nothing has change !
waha . jokes .
i guess when everyone self actualize , they tend to change for the better :) So will i !
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