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November 24, 2008
November 24, 2008
so today my day.....
i went into town..with yatchi, sonaine and liz... it was ok
but the weather OMG!!!...soooo windy..at one point..... almost got blown away.
mmm soo went looking and shoopping around for my babys gift..haha jan and feb has now merged into one..mmmmm..went everywhere to look..not one freaking single place sell.. but yeah..end up go and see 3 ..looked ok..end up getting one...LOL....
mmmm
my baby... miss u sooo much
haha
ring u 2mrw
yay gett to hear your voicce......
sigh....
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8:55 PM
November 20, 2008
November 20, 2008
so my baby arrive in Cambodia today... i guess ur not reading our blog... there are no entries from u... sigh..
well anyways.. today .. had to go work...
my legs are so aching right now... even though i didn't work hard... right now i feel so tired... but yeah...
work was gay.... i texted my baby today.. i'm glad he text back... i miss you a lot... i hope you know...
miss u miss u miss u miiisss u
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9:53 PM
November 18, 2008
November 18, 2008
ahhh day 1 ... my baby in Singapore already....gawsh...
doesnt it feel different when someone is on another part of the world.....
Haha..when i saw u log on msn..it made me feel like u still in New Zealand
hehe..hope ur having fun shopping... i working my butt off cleaning the garage ceiling. OMG... i almost fell like 5 times.. 1 time... i got dizzy ..fell backwards..lucky caught my balance...would of almost broke my back..so dangerous...
so much Sh*t in the garage... most the stuff not even ours.. the only thing is.. the bbq and the sewing machine.. the rest.. stupid bro in law crap... ie fridge, boxes,
friend, stupidly gibongous couch, freezer, microwave... various bric and brac,,,,jeeezzz....
ahhh clean for 1.5 hours.....
then gave up..guess clean tomorrow..
i'm glad my baby got a singapore number... that way i dnt feel so sad....... i can text u...well i can anyway,, but baby text me tooo..WAHHHAHAHAHAHAH
MISSS U SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pooooo bum,,.,hehe
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8:44 PM
November 17, 2008
November 17, 2008
right now...am counting down the minutes before you leave New Zealand...
right now i miss you... i don't want you to leave... you are too far away.. you are far...but going overseas your going to be even further.....
i know that you are coming back and stuff... but i don't know... it just feels so weird...
why do i have this weird feeling... i don't understand what it is.. i feel so sad... even having you in New Zealand, and during the time we can't see each other... it's ok...
maybe i was blind to my feelings before... baby.. i am not sure what i am talking about.... you are going soon... i won't see you till next year....
i'm going to miss you... i miss you already.... it feels like you are so far from me...
i miss you
but i am glad i got to spend saturday with you, i feel so much closer to you... and today... even though the time was short... too bad it was raining..could have went to the viaduct....
but baby....keep safe...
have a safe journey...
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9:55 PM
November 16, 2008
November 16, 2008
Muacks Muacks Muacks Muacks Muacks Muacks Muacks
SUNDAY !!!!!!
Quite stupid . i woke up this morning thinking it was a saturday that i have a exam . Quickly rush to the door then realise it was sunday . lol .
Yesterday was nothing like a Saturday ! ay baby ? wahaha .
Yeah . what are we eating tomorrow ? lol . Tough question . we plan all the activities , but did not plan what to eat . bleah . some place nice would be cool .
Pick ! close your eye .
GenZui
The Japanese shop infront LV
Daikoku Downtown
Daikoku Mid City
Kiraku
SAIKA ! =X lmao .
Sushi Train
Or cafe food ? or do u want try other food ? wow . all the shop mention above are all Japanese food . (-.-")
Yesterday 4th Month ! wahaha . and counting .....
I Love you baby !!!!!! ~~~ So nice to have you !!!!!
Bleah . Going back to Cambodia on Tuesday morning . Well , not exactly Cambodia . lol . Singapore . Go shop for you ! haha . anymore things to add to your shopping list ? lol .
OH !!!!
whats my January gift ????? hahahahaa (^.^)
Muacks Muacks Muacks Muacks Muacks Muacks Muacks
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8:56 PM
yay.....
so exams are finally over....wooot wooot..
no more studying
after exams.... felt preety good.lol...it wasnt toooooo bad...
then went eat at full house...wahaha...*baby what to eat on monday?????
yeap and then went to babys house....watched a few movies and some stand up comedy...lol fell asleep as well... going to miss u when u go back Cam..... cry cry
Monday last day to see u
Cry Cry
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8:37 AM
November 09, 2008
November 09, 2008
Sunday !
Woke up at 630 .... then can't get back to sleep .
I sat down on my chair ..... then suddenly i went into a state of self actualization .
1. I think that most of the time i get too serious over everything in life .
Serious would be nice , but most of the time , i am too serious .
2. I don't have much confidence , but can you blame me for that ? i have been really confidence at certain point of life . till i lose things that i tot i won't . Sometimes in life , confidence is such a mistake .
3. I over worry too much . Most of the time , things that should not be worried about . BUT if you think about it , when you went thru 3 relationship that give you such "NICE" memory , can you not worry ? can you not protect yourself ?
Well , i guess confidence and worrying comes with sense of security . and sense of security comes with seriousness towards it . They are all connected isn't it ?
So .... after 15 minutes ..... of sitting down and self actualization .
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Nothing has change !
waha . jokes .
i guess when everyone self actualize , they tend to change for the better :) So will i !
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11:02 AM
November 08, 2008
November 08, 2008
Waha . my baby not updating ..... So ..... let me update it .
3rd exam over today , 1 more to go .
Law today was so disappointing , i am quite sure i will fail . bleah . such disappointing . it was nothing like the past exam papers . so yeah . not to mention .... it was freaking hard . like way harder then last semester . Half way thru the paper , i am like "stuff it , i give up" . every one knows i am someone who don't give up easily , if i do , that means it is really pointless in doing it , but DUE TO SPORTSMANSHIP , i still complete the last question anyway , fill it up with crap . writing nonsense . *Sigh* so disappointed . after knowing that i will fail . surprisingly , i don't feel sad , just disappointed because i won't be able to get into law year 2 . *BIG SIGH* it has been my dream to get into law and do law , but now ...... *ANOTHER BIG SIGH*
But i tried my best , i studied a lot for this paper , i didn't even study for it last semester and manage a C+ , redoing it was such a wrong decision , i should have been satisfied with my C+ , now ...... *ANOTHER BIG SIGH* it so GG . waste time .
So when my sister pick me up after the exam , she ask me "how was the paper ?" i calmly reply "oh, it was alright" ....... 5 minutes later in the car , i go "so gonna fail" i was so lost and disappointed at that point of time that i didn't know what to say . i bought myself a bottle of coke and finish it in like 7 minutes if i time it right .
According to researh done . Caffeine can stop suiciding , if a person drink 2 cup of coffee everyday , the chances of him/her committing suicide is lower then people who don't drink coffee . *BIG SIGH*
I guess ..... its commercial law next year , since criminal law is block .
Then in the exam , it was like 15 minutes left , its a period of time where students can no longer leave the examination room .
well , i need to pee , so i ask the examinor . The indian lady took my student ID and i was half way to the toilet when
this AZN man appear of no where and go "go back to your seat"
the indian lady said "he is going to the toilet"
the man go "you cannot leave the room"
i go "i just want to go to the toilet , its not like i am leaving the room and go home"
he is like "you can't leave the room now"
it piss me off so bad , firstly , it was the disappointing paper , then its this man . when you really need to pee , your brain just doesn't think .
i shouted in the examination room "screw you ! which part of toilet don't you understand"
and he just continue walking down and do the go back to your seat sign with his hand .
UNBELIEVABLE . ISN'T IT ????
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Came home pick eldest up to go for voting . the voting place is like right behind my house . my eldest didn't have to vote but some smart person goes "its illegal if you don't vote" .
All i can say is , if you don't know , then please don't act like you know it . just Shut the F up . you will piss people around you off . especially people like me who hate people who ACT SMART . damn .
Then came home . fix my stupid computer , msn keep getting stuck and i have to end task all the time . i can't download , i can't play game .
FInally it is fix now . Bleah .
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Then after all this , i am looking at the calender counting the days to 18 november . *BIG BIG BIG SIGH*
I will miss you so badly .
*watery eyes* :_(((((
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11:49 PM
November 02, 2008
November 02, 2008
Sunday .....
My mood ..... is alright i guess . hehe .
Manage to get to sleep this morning at 6 due to diahorrea . its underline in red , so my spelling must be wrong . hehe .
Woke up at 10 plus , if i didn't remember wrongly , then ..... tried to study , but end up doing nothing . every time i look at the book , it gets my eye close . So i didn't do any study at all . well , i TRIED . still .... can't study . hehe .
Now i am sitting here thinking of what to write next . bleah .
oh well , blog again next time . not very much in the mood .... of blogging . wahehe .
Lalala ~
Ohhh ..... to think of it .....
Uni again tomorrow . got to go hard on econ . better not fail or i will so bomb the school .
So expecting Uni food . the nicest food you can ever find on earth .
Was looking thru my songs list . then i found this song that i really like , decided to look for the song , but they only have the video . the show is so nice .
Enjoy .
Song Removed
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